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im alive

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Hi guys! Sorry I haven't been on in forever. I kinda chose to abandon dA after I noticed hardly anyone said anything about the things I posted anymore. I would really like to continue making more art, but it's kinda hard when it seems like not many people respond to it. However, nowadays, I am making more stuff. Slowly but surely.
I've also been wanting to remake my dA, since I regret some of the stuff I have on here tbh. So I've done that. My new dA is firefallxx.deviantart.com. Not that all of you guys will continue watching me anway.

As for how I've been, I think I've been okay. I'm kind of getting bored of the same routine: Wake up, eat, try to do something with my time, which more often than not ends up with me either on my computer or tablet or something, eating again, showering, sleeping, repeat. And when there's school, you can add school and homework between tryng to do something with my time and eating. I wish I could do something else but I don't know what else to do. It's winter break and I've been doing the same thing as always so far. (Also, I've sadly lost Netflix, as we were using the account of one of my sister's old friends and they stopped paying for it. We may have to get our own Netflix now. I was right in the middle of watching Parks and Recreation too D;)
Life is boring right now. I want more. I need more. But sadly I'm just a broke kid with a just as broke family and we can't do much. This past summer, I practically begged to go somewhere. We never did.
On that note, I would also really like to sell my art on things online so I can get money for both me and my family. I made a Redbubble, but the thing is, what can I draw that would make people want to get it on things like shirts and stickers and phone cases? I have a few ideas, but I feel like I don't have the right art style. It's not cute or even nice looking. Who would want to buy that.

Anyway, after I finish replying to whatever replies this journal may get, I'll be primarily using my firefallxx dA.  I may use this one from time to time, but idk. We'll see.
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wow

1 min read
I haven't been on here in so long
I'm so sorry there's just been so much going on
I bet no one even remembers I exist on here anymore haha

Life's just been so. I don't even know how to describe it. I've had my good days and my bad days, more bad than good though. .-.

I haven't made much art either, but I've made more than I did by this time last year. I haven't written much either.

Anyway, if anyone's gonna even see this, how's it been?
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Going on a Trip

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So, i will be going to Arizona tomorrow. I may have little to no internet access once I get there. I will be back in about a week.

I also finished reading The Fault In Our Stars. It was sad, but still a great book. I recommend it to you if you haven't read it yet.
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ugh

2 min read
You can ignore this journal if you want





Why do I even have friends
All they do is make plans and cancel them right before the thing is supposed to happen and they make you feel like shit
I would stop talking to them but..... i don't know
They're really the only "friends" i have in rl
Then I'd be lonely at school at breaks and such
I like being lonely but not all the time
This fucking sucks

It sometimes feels like the only friends that really care about me are ones I started talking to online
If you've ever tried to comfort me at times like this when I'm very sad then thank you oh so very much
Just you doing that already makes you better than them
I'm often on my computer or my tablet and my mom yells at me to get off and she says I never do anything because of my tablet
Truth is I'm on here a lot so I can talk to my internet friends
You guys always make me feel better
Thank you so, so, much

Anyway i may go watch Desolation of Smaug today
But I'm not even sure I will anymore
BecauSE MY "FRIEND" FUCKING CANCELED OUR PLANS
She's watching Frozen instead
I'm so mad and sad at the same time


I'm sorry i just really needed to let this out
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